20 November 2009

when i have the research, i'll be fine





It's the beginning of finals here at MICA, and everywhere, everyone is in stunted states of stress. It's impossible. Because it is the weekend, all anyone wants to do (and inevitably is) is to party. But me, I am trying my hardest to commit. I say this because this past week could have been my worst work week, ever, in MICA history. I feel like since fall break I haven't accomplished any form of art, and in this, I really, truly feel terrible. It's a spiral of bad thoughts, mediocre feelings, and the idea of waste. And I don't agree with waste. I'm need to establish myself as a professional artist in this cut-throat society of MICA-ians, but, even in this thought, I can't help but slack off, find solace in my friends, and nap.

These are all terrible, terrible things. I am a better student than this. I AM A BETTER ARTIST THAN THIS. So, I will be better. Actually, the Best.

The End.

In other news, the photos are from this evening, which included a calming trip to Whole Foods for some Thanksgiving goodness (because of the Pot Luck tomorrow!), a lovely walk through the campus to Jerome's, and dinner making, with the menus as: wheat pasta decadent with raw red onion, peas, tuna and caesar dressing, baguette bread topped with brie and honey, with a glass of Sparkling Grape Juice being the tie between it all. Delicious.



1 comment:

Dax said...

I miss you. Come home. The 717 is lacking without you... although still glorious in its own right.